eeeyyyyy it's blog time

not really but somehow all the times since the previous blogs have felt like non-blog times and I don't like that so now it's gonna be blog time.

what a coincidence, it became blog time right after starting my homework.

I always think of so many random things and figure out ways to describe and explain things and stuff, except I always tend to do so only for the moment; I rarely can recollect any revelations later on, or at least not after a couple days. especially if sleep is lacking. my short term memory goes to shit if I don't get sleep lol. Plus my current daily schedule is already whacked out and difficult to remember as it is.

I feel like a challenge for me trying to write a blog like a pro would be updating regularly. I'm more of a burst-y kinda person, I tend to be intense about things for a bit and then wane and be relatively unconcerned about them later. so rather than sitting down at a regular time to discuss things, I'm much more likely to just kinda blather energetically and post a lot in a short amount of time, and then have a period of inactivity. or something.

but yeah, I guess I could at least handle trying to set up like a minimum regularity of posts, like once every few days or something. Just to make it more likely that I actually remember to do it.

'cept of course, like with most ideas on how to make myself more productive, I can think of the plan, right up until it comes to deciding the details, and then I immediately decide that I'm not ready for the details or that I don't need the details and just blow it off, and then nothing changes/nothing gets done when/how I want it to. I think this is actually the earliest I've ever begun circuits homework by about four hours, and it's mid-evening the day before it's due. Und alles die Zeit, I tell myself I'm gonna do it earlier next time. Never happens. Well, except like right now, but this is quite rare.

That reminds me, I've thought for a long time about trying to, on my own time, learn some foreign language, either Russian, Japanese, or German. I've already got a small basis in German, so it's the most likely contender. I was pretty good at grammar, so mostly as far as I can tell I just need to start learning vocabulary as much as I can. I always think about trying to learn a word every day or something, but like everything else besides video games and sex and occasionally hobbies, it tends to not happen. It will now, though.

I have before tried to sort out my thoughts about my ineptness about time management and changing to be more academically successful through writing my thoughts, just as I have here. And each time I write/think/tell myself that this time it will happen, that it really isn't difficult, I just have to do it. But I don't. And you'd think I'd get tired of stress and sometimes failure and bungled outcomes, but, well, actually I do, but I just somehow never work up the courage to change things, to give up any part of my life as it is now that I so enjoy.

Just proofread this post so far, and noticed that I said shit instead of shite. Gotta work on that too.

And also came up with the thought, "Hey! You know what would actually be a good idea? Since I actually enjoy writing things like these blog posts, and I also want to start learning another word or two in German daily, I'll just combine the two, and always include a German word or two of the day in my blog, and blog every day. That way I won't forget to do it! :D"

Actually yeah, that would be pretty neat. You'd get a pretty interesting and unprecedented account of my daily life like never seen before. Cause I'm shit (fuck, I mean shite) at writing journal-type things. And also I would learn German. And start maybe being able to remember what I thought about things yesterday, or the day before. This is just gonna help me organize my life I guess, lol. And making it on a public place like a blog is I think the only way I'll actually feel inclined to continue it, cause I very quickly lose impetus if I'm just doing something chore-like only for myself.

It would be pretty fun to just blog about everything that I'm trying to learn about out of my own interest. As in, not my school work, but anything I'm figuring out about random shite that I like. I actually really enjoy just explaining things that I know about in general, and such is often what I do when talking to myself anyways. I could just blog it, yo.

I feel awkward about the length of this blog post. I don't wanna limit my blog posts because that's silly and it's not like I have to follow rules. But if this is ever to be read with any convenience, and in order to actually be useful, it can't be too long. Ironic how these thoughts have increased the length yet more.

Ok. German word of the day, followed by a bow, curtain, and then working on my circuits once more.

Just gonna rip off a German Word of the Day website or two probs. wheeeee

German words of ze day:
(Deutsche Woerter des Tages)

1.das Huhn - chicken (hoon)
   Huehner - plural
   Huehnerei - chicken egg

2. der Stall - stable, as in for horses

3. das Pferd - horse
   Pferden - plural

(umlauts are transliterated by adding an e after the vowel, cause at the moment I don't feel like hunting down a convenient way to apply umlauts here)

(ahuehuehue spellcheck has shite in its dictionary, not highlighted)

*bow*

*curtain*