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so of course, as soon as I decide to start blogging every day, life comes and smacks me down. First I sleep through a day's classes on an important day(fucking shite), then I head home for the weekend as planned. The evening turns out to be busy until I definitely need to go to bed, so no time for blog writing. Then today I get up with not enough sleep, and spend pretty much the whole day dealing with this laptop, which happens to contain a hard drive that is slowly failing, right at a critical time in relation to school.

This coming week is going to be hell. On Monday I have homework due on a subject that is difficult and that I haven't been keeping up with lately. On Wednesday, I have the second of only three tests on that subject, which is also a problem because I haven't been keeping up with the class lately. On Friday, I have a test in calculus, which isn't necessarily a terrible thing in itself, but I've had terrible performance on all the previous tests so far, so I'm going to need to try and desperately make sure I don't completely fuck everything up. And theeeeennn, to finish everything off, I have a large like 2500 word essay due on Friday that I've only somewhat started, on a topic that I'm not sure I'll be able to write a really good, long essay about, and this essay is worth like 14% of the grade in the class or something. So I'm going to be needing to work on that all week, I'm going to be needing to study for calc, I'm going to be needing to study like crazy for computing, do the computing homework, and do my usual circuits homework. This will be for sure the most academically swamped I have ever been ever.

Which is kinda weird. I very often leave things for the last minute, and so I have many a time spent a night working on a big project due the next day, or completing built up work that needs to be turned in. But never before have I had such a large amount of responsibility, and had the due date last the entire week. I can only hope that I won't be my usual bastard loafing self, and that I'll actually pull through with some ok grades.

Sigh, ok, got that out of the way. Basically, I guess, blogging might not get it's enthusiastic start like it seemed was going to happen. sssiiiiiiiigggggghhhhhhh

why do things always turn out this way. Why is it that any time I actually try and be proactive, suddenly everything's just like NOPE TOO BUSY CANT HEAR YOU

anyway

hopefully my computer won't die at a really bad time. The hard drive is definately broken somehow, and my computer blue screens any time I try to do anything to help the drive. the only way to keep it from bluescreening, weirdly, is simply to use it as normal and pretend nothing's wrong. Then I can use it just fine all day. Just randomly I'll wake up in the morning and find it bluescreened.

So I ordered a new hard drive. Moving all my files across is going to be so much fun.

sigh. I hope I have time for my wubbly~

I love my wubbly.

German Words of the Day

(Deutsche Woerter des Tages)

1. kalt - cold
    Deine Haende sind so kalt.  (Your hands are so cold)


2. der Chef - Boss
     Unser Chef behandelt uns sehr hoeflich. (Our boss treats us courteously)

3. die Frau - woman

4. der Jungen - boy